A domestic diva I am not. But I do put forth the effort every single day. These past two weeks with Hubby off work have proven to be beyond my meager capabilities. Not only do I have to deal with the day to day "unable to put anything in the dishwasher" task that DH is famous for adjudicating, he has been working on re-tiling the bathroom. Which of course means dust. Layers and layers of thick white dust that travels throughout the house and settles - well, everywhere.
I dust when I see the little layer building up. I can see kiddie fingerprints tracking their way along the ledge under the tv, or marks on my desk from running the roll top up and down, so this inspires me to wipe down the area. But this drywall/sanding/tile cutting crazy dust is everywhere.
I clean one spot and five minutes later, it's white again. I have to clean my blowdryer before I can dry my hair. Everything I touch leaves a little white film on my hands. I must clean a path through the house before I get dressed to avoid getting my work clothes sullied. It amazes me how it travels so quickly. My toddler plods through the house and I can clearly see dust rising in his wake. The walls, the windows, the floors, the furniture - no surface is safe from this white storm.
Yes, I know, it will be over soon. In the meantime, I must avoid wearing black and run megablocks through the dishwasher every night. Sigh.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
Can You Still Be Burnt by an Old Flame?
While cruising around on facebook, I came across my sister's old flame. I added him as a friend, which almost immediately became an online chat. "Where is your sister" was a large theme in the conversation. He gave me his cell number for myself and my sis to call him sometime. (I interpret this as 'get her to call me'.)
I called my sister and gave her the number, which has now led to a possible rendevous with the old flame. Really, what was I thinking?
If my sister has a resolute weakness, this guy is it. On one hand, I knew she'd be happy to talk to him and get her ego boosted, but on the other hand, they have a history of torrid affairs and destructive relations. (destructive for her anyway). They go back over 20 years in the strange cycle of love you/hate you. My sister has three children, old flame has one. Both have spouses and live in entirely different cities. Yet, he is determined to come and see her, and she is excited about it. She is also making arrangements to meet him without the presence of her husband.
This is the part that worries me. Hiding him already can lead to know good and I suspect it's a pretty strong indication of her intentions. His too, since I imagine his spouse knows nothing of the visit. Is it possible that this could end up being a harmless little visit? I suppose it could be, but I fear it is not. My mind races with the potential consequences.
In the end, all I can do is wait and see. And of-course, hope for the best.
I called my sister and gave her the number, which has now led to a possible rendevous with the old flame. Really, what was I thinking?
If my sister has a resolute weakness, this guy is it. On one hand, I knew she'd be happy to talk to him and get her ego boosted, but on the other hand, they have a history of torrid affairs and destructive relations. (destructive for her anyway). They go back over 20 years in the strange cycle of love you/hate you. My sister has three children, old flame has one. Both have spouses and live in entirely different cities. Yet, he is determined to come and see her, and she is excited about it. She is also making arrangements to meet him without the presence of her husband.
This is the part that worries me. Hiding him already can lead to know good and I suspect it's a pretty strong indication of her intentions. His too, since I imagine his spouse knows nothing of the visit. Is it possible that this could end up being a harmless little visit? I suppose it could be, but I fear it is not. My mind races with the potential consequences.
In the end, all I can do is wait and see. And of-course, hope for the best.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
How Did You Get So Big???
The last two weekends have been for Birthdays. Sigh. Baby JT is now one whole year old as of May 16th, and his big brother just turned four years old on Sunday. While most of me is happy, a little piece is sad. Can't you stay little boys who love Mommy forever?
Right now, I am the hero, the helper and for all intents and purposes, the centre of the universe. I fix boo-boos with a simple kiss, fill sippy cups and offer the best tickles. CJ will be starting junior kindergarten this fall, and tonight is our "meet and greet" and the school.
I struggle to decide if I am happy or sad. I have decided it's a little of both. I'm proud to see he'll be off to school. I look forward to picture day and bringing home crafts and all the other wonderful adventures that come with school days. Yet, I'm a little nostalgic at the same time. Cliche: where did the time go?
On the other hand, I might quite enjoy having him out of the house a couple days a week. CJ doesn't nap and is pretty much on the go constantly, stopping only long enough to eat it seems. So, maybe it will be good for all of our growth and development. Besides, I will be back to work soon, and it will be nice for him to have somewhere interesting to go too.
Right now, I am the hero, the helper and for all intents and purposes, the centre of the universe. I fix boo-boos with a simple kiss, fill sippy cups and offer the best tickles. CJ will be starting junior kindergarten this fall, and tonight is our "meet and greet" and the school.
I struggle to decide if I am happy or sad. I have decided it's a little of both. I'm proud to see he'll be off to school. I look forward to picture day and bringing home crafts and all the other wonderful adventures that come with school days. Yet, I'm a little nostalgic at the same time. Cliche: where did the time go?
On the other hand, I might quite enjoy having him out of the house a couple days a week. CJ doesn't nap and is pretty much on the go constantly, stopping only long enough to eat it seems. So, maybe it will be good for all of our growth and development. Besides, I will be back to work soon, and it will be nice for him to have somewhere interesting to go too.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Grief for Tori Stafford
I have been watching the news closely for news on the Tori Stafford case, a nine year old girl who was abducted from Woodstock, Ontario. Sadly, the police have announced that two people have been arrested and charged with her murder. They are now on day three of the search for little Tori's remains.
This breaks my heart into a thousand pieces. Apparently, the female suspect is cooperating, but I can only conclude she doesn't actually know where the body is, hence the ongoing search of Guelph and area.
Tori's father is still holding out hope, on the tiniest possiblity that she is still alive. I think I would be the same. If it was my child, I would not give up either. In the face of such enormous tragedy what else can one do? My grief for this family is coupled with anger that the 28 eight year old man involved in Tori's abduction will not confess the location of her body. What is the benefit of making everybody search?
Does he think he can avoid conviction with no body? Does he really think her remains won't be found? Or is he just perverse enough to drag out the crime and force more suffering for her family. Is his final assualt on Tori the denial of a proper burial? Refusing to allow her to rest? Refusing to let her family, friends and community say good-bye?
To Tori's parents, brother and family, I hope she will be returned to you, that you may say good-bye and lay her to rest in peace. I hope that the overwhelming grief in your hearts is in some small way lightened by those who now carry Tori in their hearts and prayers. I hope that the people who committed this horrendous crime have the full force of justice reaped upon them.
Mostly I hope for peace to come to you, your family and Tori.
This breaks my heart into a thousand pieces. Apparently, the female suspect is cooperating, but I can only conclude she doesn't actually know where the body is, hence the ongoing search of Guelph and area.
Tori's father is still holding out hope, on the tiniest possiblity that she is still alive. I think I would be the same. If it was my child, I would not give up either. In the face of such enormous tragedy what else can one do? My grief for this family is coupled with anger that the 28 eight year old man involved in Tori's abduction will not confess the location of her body. What is the benefit of making everybody search?
Does he think he can avoid conviction with no body? Does he really think her remains won't be found? Or is he just perverse enough to drag out the crime and force more suffering for her family. Is his final assualt on Tori the denial of a proper burial? Refusing to allow her to rest? Refusing to let her family, friends and community say good-bye?
To Tori's parents, brother and family, I hope she will be returned to you, that you may say good-bye and lay her to rest in peace. I hope that the overwhelming grief in your hearts is in some small way lightened by those who now carry Tori in their hearts and prayers. I hope that the people who committed this horrendous crime have the full force of justice reaped upon them.
Mostly I hope for peace to come to you, your family and Tori.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
3 Weeks till my Day Job
Only three weeks left until I return to my regular full time job. I must admit, I will miss maternity leave. Already I am dreading the return, as I quickly discovered after the briefest of conversations with a co-worker this morning.
Ok, she's not my favourite person. The office that used to be "all mine" is now going to be shared with two other people. Ugh. Already I'm devising a plan to get rid of the interlopers. Grrrr. Already Ms Attitude has attempted to be my boss, which I soooo profoundly protest to.
Oh yes, things are going to get nasty. I am smart, talented and I can run circles around you Ms Attitude. Just wait, we'll see who gets reassigned. I guarantee, despite your statement to the contrary, it won't be me.
Ok, she's not my favourite person. The office that used to be "all mine" is now going to be shared with two other people. Ugh. Already I'm devising a plan to get rid of the interlopers. Grrrr. Already Ms Attitude has attempted to be my boss, which I soooo profoundly protest to.
Oh yes, things are going to get nasty. I am smart, talented and I can run circles around you Ms Attitude. Just wait, we'll see who gets reassigned. I guarantee, despite your statement to the contrary, it won't be me.
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